Sometimes I wonder if it would be possible for me to defy the laws of society and just do something wild , something that I really love . I do not know what I want . But what I carve is power and money . I want to be powerful . I want to have influence and I want money . Lots of money to throw at those who deem me useless . Thats what I want . I want to throw money at them . To rub it in their faces . I want to be able to say , I have the cash , I have the power so what if you thought I was not good for you . I am now better , infact I am now too good for you . Buzz off . money money money . It makes the world go round . Power Power power , it makes a person goes heady with glee . And on top of that , when you think of power and money , remember my name and what I have become . Also remember and regret till your heart shatters the way you treated me . Thats what I want . money and power

It's gonna be christmas tomorrow ! am gonna go to church XD hahahaha Unfortunately for me , while others are on partying the night away , I am gonna greet the arrival of xmas with my homework . sigh .. sigh ...