Today , I felt as if I had gone back in time to the 1970s when the USSR was still in existence. The time when the world was embroiled in tense relations which we now recognise as the Cold War. One night changes everything. This morning , I woke up to silence. For those of you who knew how fustrsted I have been the past few days due to all the quarreling that my parents were having, this silence should be a godsend to me. However, this was not to be. My day has just gotten worse. My parents are now engaged in cold war. Cold war .. I just couldn't care so long as it doesn't affect me but my dad made his unhappiness known in an unpleasant way . And I just dunno what to do or say. Serious. He purposely leaves the house in a mess, feed my fish (I didn't even ask him to touch my fish!) so much when he knows that doing so would cause their death ( he was the one who told me so !)and even switches on the television when we are studying and the study table's in front of the tv! I mean all these actions just make me hate him even more. And he thinks by doing so , he could bring me over to his side ? DOn't be stupid ! I just hate him. Simply hate him. I hate him for causing all this problems, for making it so difficult for me to study. I can't concentrate on my work . In fact , what with all the times they drag me into their fights , I can't even put my head to the books! Ijust hate him! Can't he at least spend a thought for me? I need to do well so as to be able to pay my loan. Why can't they just leave me alone? Anyway, enough of these. Their hot war became cold war and the atmosphere is so tense at home that you just dunno when the time bomb would explode.It's scary. And tiring.waiting for the next strike. This is even worse than yesterday. Not knowing what ruthless measure that old man is gonna take. I dunno how much I can stand this. I just feel so fustrated , so stressed I just dunno how long I can stand this. I really dunno...