Shit oh shit... I have no idea why . I thought I have gotten over him or what but it seems that I haven't Somehow or other, these past few days , I have been missing him . Jerk. All guys are jerks . Why does this have to happen to me at a time when I am having a break from tuition and can concentrate on my studies. haiz...sometimes I just simply hate myself for thinking of him . I mean he obviously has forgotten about me and stuff. So why am I still thinking of him ? It's stupid...Anyway, went for driving lesson on Friday and found it was rather fun! I could turn around the bend after a couple of rounds round the circuit. And I was so proud of myself!! haha. Another thing I was proud of and not so proud of myself was that on Thursday , I got back my Statistic test paper. I was so happy cos I scored full marks and it has been a long while since I scored full marks for anything . However, I am not so proud of myself because the first thing that I did was think of what he would say to this and the worst thing was that I even smsed him. Stupid stupid me! Sometimes, I am smart , sometumes i am not and sometimes , I am too smart for my own good. Haiz..but then again, he seems to be avoiding me. stupid.. all guys are jerks . Cant we even be friends? Dont let me see him else I will slap him upside down!! Idiot! I didnt even say that I like you, why the heck are u avoiding me?stupid. Idiot.:( Better not let me see you...Pooh...If you wanna talk to me , you better apologise! but it seems useless..even if he doesnt apologise , i dont seem to mind..haiz..