Besides all the thinking that I have been doing for the past few days , I have been contemplating on whether I have changed . I feel as if I am not me and that the things that I have been doing or feeling are just not me. People that I used to feel great with are now boring and irritating . People that I used to be close to , i feel distant... My pirorities have changed. Things that i used to feel strongly about , I feel indifferent ..sigh... I am more temperamental and so easily prone to tears. what's wrong with me ? Have I changed ? Have I turned into someone different ? Cause this person doesn't seem to be me....And then again it could be because of the state that i am in huh? hah.

It has been a long time since I last logged in. Since then , many things have happened. I have started working .... during my short stint in the workforce, I have experienced many ups and downs , met many people from all walks of life and gained some valuable experience. Other than that , I have discovered a great love for Taiwanese dramas. Currently , I am a fan of engagement for love , a romantic comedy. haha... I am a sucker for romance . well... I love alex toh's dark looks and ambrose hsu 's boyishness... haha..both are great singers though.I love their songs. haha... seems like I am starting to appreciate my chinese culture now...heehee...guess when peg's goes to Taiwan , I am going to get her to help me get their CDs ..hehe.. And then , there's the release of the A levels . I passed . And for that , I guess I have to thank my teachers and Gerald. Especially Gerald. For the coaching and all... but then again , yes I pass , but is my pass good enough to get me into university? that's the question . I am worrying myself silly over one application. I have decided that I wish to take up political science and theatre studies. But all this will have to wait until my application is accepted. haiz... sometimes , I feel so scared until I just cry ...I really dunno what to do. Haiz , I have been really temperamental these few weeks ... something's wrong with me ... it could be due to the recent events that has been happpening... haiz... and then again , it could be because of the state that I am in , confused , worried and fustrated. That's pretty much what's been happening so far...hehe