Sigh... I screwed up my history paper.... Argh!! you know what ? I banged on beginning of cold war and they came out end.... I was like shit shit shit.... argh.... Then, I studied kashmir and you know what they asked how Brit was responsible for kashmir conflict...I was like huh? ARGH!!! And I couldn't finish SBQ lor...sigh....I am so so dead lor...Tues is physics MCQ. Hopefully I will do well for it lor.... I so feel like crying.....hopefully... i will do well enough to get into university ...sigh...

JAC prays ....really really pray to God that she will do well enough to get into NUS FASS . She prays that God knows that it's her fondest wish to study politics and theatre in university and that he will give her a chance to do so....POlitics and Theatre . that's her dream and she hopes that it will be fulfilled as this would be the one and only chance that she will ever get to enter into the university. JAC wishes to study politics and theatre so that she will be able to make changes to international laws and help kids living in the mire of poverty, abused kids etc. She wants to bring sunshine to the lives of these kids....The only way she belives would be to wield influence in government circles so that she would be able to change the laws which deals with such children. An example she believes would be child labor , laws which allow child marriages etc. By doing so , she would be able to have the influence to convince these governments to change their laws...JAC prays really hard that GOD would fulfill her dreams by letting her do well enough to get to university.....

I seriously have no idea what to say for physics paper 2. I think I got quite a lot wrong .... but then again , i don't really feel scared or all jumbled up... the way I felt after maths paper 1. Interesting. what does that mean? Am I just resigned to the outcome or is my subconcious self just confident that I will do alright for this paper? hmmm... oh well... only got 3 more papers to go. Econs , history and Physics MCQ. Argh! Jia you! Hopefully , I will do well for these papers. Sigh...I so wanna play in peace... but it seems that I might have to work hard for another round of A levels ... GOD FORBID!! I so so DON"T WANNA do my A levels again!!ARGH.....time to hit the books!

sigh....I finally uploaded all the pics that I took with the gang on Sunday.haha...yes... we went to Chinese gardens because Alex wanted to go and he's going back to Germany so yah. Our group has disbanded. There's only me and Gerald left. But it can't possibly be just the 2 of us right? hmmm... Tracie left, then alex and now me... haha... this group has disbanded... hmmm...when will we have another reunion...hmmm... 5 years ? 10 years? Who knows? only fate does so yeah. Well... but one thing I gotta say is that I am so gonna miss this group... cos it was one of the best things that happened to me... hmm... so I guess it shall be one of the most beautiful memories in college... yea.... anyway... i uploaded some pics that we took at chinese gardens and of course , there's the pics that I took with trace on teacher's days... beautiful memories they shall remain but hopefully the great time that I have with such cool kids will not be the last...

Alex's leaving like tomorrow... sigh... dunno if I will see him in school tomorrow but oh well... I 'm sure gonna miss him. I sure can't wait for summer to come... haha...once summer is here, I will get to see him ...haha..yes.. it's more or less like 80% confirmed.. next year , if all goes well.. I shall be off to Germany with my girlfriend to visit Alex.Until then, I guess I will have to contend with just chatting on msn... haha... I am so gonna miss him lor.. the guy who tease me, make fun of me, encourage me ,just to name a few. I can gladly say that other than Gerald , Alex is the guy who has made a huge impact on my life. Let's see.. he acts as my sunshine, my conscience and my big bro.. and sometimes even the guy who helps me... like no history notes... look for alex. no GC , look for alex. go to school companion, alex. milo buddy , alex. He plays a part in every aspect of school life. practically. So I am so so like gonna miss him. haha..ain't gonna send him off cos 1. my mom's gonna kill me if I leave the house at midnight. 2. exams.ARGH!! and 3(the most important one) ... I will cry! Sigh.... 8 months more to seeing my big bro again... hmm...the days ahead will be a bit strange for me... not seeing ,hearing ,touching or talking to him...but oh well... the gods will decide how it shall be. Until then,bon voyage alex and have fun! All the best , with love JAC...

So far all's fine....maths paper 2 was better than I thought... hope the next few papers turn out fine....

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are highly energetic. You are a passionate, intense, vigorous person. You are very extroverted and outgoing. You are loving, friendly, and supportive. However, you are also manipulative and controlling at times. You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others. You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well. You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart. You are a poor communicator. No one really knows exactly what you're getting at.