Argh.... A levels have started and it was crappy... yesterday's physics paper 3 the questions were like huh? They asked me questions that were so different from the prelim papers that I did... Argh... I lost 10 marks ...what a waste! today's GP paper was disastrous! They asked weird questions ...I prepared terrorism and prejudice and guess what ? nothing came out! Eventually, I had to attempt a question on the supernatural... I wrote crap! Argh! And that's not it! Paper 2 was worse! I had not enough time to complete my AQ!! Argh!! I am so screwed! I don't wanna do a retake !! Friday's maths paper 1 and history paper 2... I am so godamn scared... sigh.. I am so screwed aren't I? Morale 's slipping and I have no ways or means to stop it...tears of fustration and defeat has already started rolling down my cheeks ..no worries about that! Despair , fear and anxiety has begun to set in... university or not? can I do it or not? that's the question. if only confidence in me works wonders....that would be so perfect...