Argh! I sparained my foot. And it hurts ! like duh! And all because of me , myself and I. Pooh! Why am I so clumsy? Oh well... what happened was that Gerald and I studied in school till 9pm yesterday and bingo ! We were locked in. Sigh... the gate was locked ! Hey we reached the gate at 9pm and it was locked ! Worse still , why didn't the workers take a tour of the school before leaving! For god's sake.... they didn't check that there was no one in college before they left! Stupid stupid stupid! Anyway.. since we were locked in , we had 2 choices... spend the night or climb out of the gate... well.. we chose the climbing part. We climbed the fence and since I was super clumsy... while climbing down it... I slipped and fell.. and ouch... there goes my foot. Well.. anyway... we spent like a long time walking to the train station .. argh! lesson learnt : get out of school 15 min before the gate closed. Anyway... this morning... my foot was so bad that I didn't come to school. I canceled all my consultations . Oh well.. nothing could be done could it? I couldn't walk! My dad used chinese medical oil to rub my foot. And it hurts! I cried and cried! Then , this afternoon, I went to the docs... oh well.. if it is still that bad .. i gonna have to see the docs tmr. sigh... Anyway, I missed a little drama while having my own little adventure. Someone in my block wanted to commit sucide and the police was called in and all .. oh well..he was taken away by the police in the end.. how stupid can someone be to make an attempt at killing himself but oh well.. he must be desperate . Just like me when climbing the gate. Went home , shower, put ice on my ankle and went to sleep . Gerald seems really worried about my foot .. but oh well... he wanted me to take a cab back but I refused... because I was too lazy to walk to the taxi stand. He wanted me to get ice ... and I refused to cos it's not gonna work. I would just look ridiculous walking with a pack of ice .. having to bend every minute to apply it on my leg.. haha... And I am paying for it in terms of pain . But thank god I was able to sleep the night. haha. told shan and a couple others about it. Warned shan not to say anything to gerald and alex. No use having gerald worry about it. he has worried enough as it is. And alex... argh... just didn't want him to know. But too bad ... the cat was out of the bag cos siva told G that i didn't come to school and just now he was like asking me about it. oh well.. i just told him it was ok... you know how sprains are and all..I just don't wanna anyone see me like that and feel sorry or guilty about it. Most importantly , I just don't want anyone to know the vulnerable and fragile and weak me. Only my closest friends know and that's enough. I have a reputation to mantain if I don't wanna get hurt by others or something.Anyway... yesterday, had maths consultation ... sigh... I sat there from 1pm to 530pm ... doing maths... ms ng was like scolding and scolding and i just felt like crying and crying. I didn't of cos. when alex and gerald came during consultation to borrow stuff , i just thrust my pencil box into their hands.. I couldn't bear to look at them because I just felt like crying. I couldn't even do H1 maths for gods sakes! Anyhow..after consultation , slept in sr 2 for awhile while gerald wrote my autograph book. hah. he asked me 1 qns : what he is to me? Interesting...haven't thought about it... asked him back that... well... we are supposedly very good friends... hmm... well... what gerald is to me ... well... I can safely say that he's my great buddy... my teddy bear, my pillow and my tutor. I did think of pursuing something more but I gave up the idea. That guy still loves tracie and me? well..I have no idea. He likes to touch my hair and just hug me .. now... that's interesting ... well , as for me.... I will never dare to tear tracie and gerald apart. No matter how much courage I have , I would never dare to do that.Because They were my best friends.. So the answer I gave him was that I dunno which is the truth I guess since even if I were in love , I would never know.even if he likes me , i would never know. that's how innocent I am ..haha So what he is to me? I have some kind of idea ... but I don't rightly know . And the answer can wait till after As .Anyway.. that guy loves Tracie , he keeps her close to his heart. Literally. So yeah... I guess... unless I hear from the horse's mouth that he likes me... he will always be just this to me I guess. A very good friend.