sigh... it has been like dunno how many days since exams. Just got back my physics paper and general paper... sigh... for general paper, I got the same marks as prelim 1 : 50 and that's because of moderation. In actual fact , my language had deterioated. As for physics , I almost passed. So that's an achievement I guessed. Hopefully , this progress continues. haha. But then again, I feel really blue now. It's not just because of general paper , it's also because of shan .... maybe ... it's not sadness but rather anger... sigh... I have no idea what's got into her but she seems jealous of the relationship than I have with hema and alex... sigh.... oh well... anyway... the story was that she played a prank on me by filling up some prank stuff which i sent to her. She did it under alex's name and since the god damn thing didn't get returned to me with an email address attached to it... i got taken in and thought that my best friend liked me. I know it was my fault in the first place cos I shouldn't have sent that prank so I accepted the fact that there's a teeny weeny chance that someone would play a prank back on me. So when she did and I found out after much worrying... I was quite upset but I didn't utter a word because I know that I shouldn't have done it... And yet... today , she told alex about the prank and my reaction like it was me that pranked myself. And she dared to come tell me that! Argh! What I am mad at is that my good friend would go so far as to humilate me by telling my best friend something that she has done and make it sound like I did it myself cos I was infatuated with him!! Oh what CRAP!! She even goes so far as to treat me the manner a master would treat his dogs . ordering. I mean she oversteps her boundaries as a friend. I could accept a little pranking or a little rudeness... BUT that's too much! I can't stand it!! I am not her dog or anything! ... ARGH!! okie...now that the ranting is over... here's comes the solution.... The mess is done... I have no choice but to pick up the peices of my life that she has shattered. The solution to this mess? Gotta think on it....