been a really long time since i last blog...haha... ok...here's a summary of my prelim 2 results. I passed GP and my international history. Failed maths and almost passed physics... gonna get back my economics and southeast asia results this week. Hope I don't fail my SEA paper else someone's gonna laugh at me... for failing the easier paper. Oh Well... talking about him .... he borrowed my jacket on friday... I know you said that I could have refused to lent him my jacket but I can't very well let him freeze in the hall for like the whole day ... he has 2 papers you see. what's more, he was sick the day before and was freezing during his GP paper.. can't make him fall sick again... oh well... so i waited for my jacket after school and the libary was argh...cold. Didn't really study much ... only managed to finish my 2006 maths paper... sigh... think i took like 2 - 3 hours to do that? i was so tired after doing my paper that i sorta not do anything for the next hour or so... After that, when he finished his paper... finally! I was so sleepy waiting for him! went off with him...amazing....that guy had the guts to tell the teacher that he was not going to attempt the maths paper and spent the examination writing a letter to his grand mother! Seems like the scums of innova has worked their influence on him... hah. And who was the one who said that i should be studying and not slacking.... oh well... that was uncalled for. I recognise that that was for my own good.It's just that seriously I can't believe that he would ever do that...haha...anyway... met 2 girls on the way out of school...guess they were his classmates. One of the gals apparently was from public speaking. Amazing...can't seem to remember her...haha.. the other i have no idea...haha ...strangely, i can't remember them even though i have met them. haha. Oh well... anyway.. the other girl was weird. She claimed that she spoke french. Interesting... but her tone seems to imply that she has the upper hand or something...don't really know how to describe that implication... haha..but somehow, it prompted her friend , the girl from public speaking to recite the alphabet , Detusch style. It was quite laughable....but oh well.. I was tempted to ask the 'french' girl , ca va bien? just to see if she really understands french...haha...but of course i didn't. good manners dictate that it be so. I wonder what her reaction would be if she knew that i could speak 6 languages. french, german, english, chinese, cantonese and korean. that would be interesting. And it would be far more interesting if she knows that i lost touch with three of the languages, french being one.. haha... languages that i learnt at the age of six . All lost due to lack of practice . haha.. oh well.. i sorta dislike the 'french ' girl . I mean it's like so obvious that she was being a cling wrap.haha.. reminds me of a country bumpkin who has never seen a caucasian before.. haha.. oh well...it can't be helped . I was like that when i was 11 . haha. And I guess I would have been like that if I had not been given an education at an elite school where caucasians were practically common sight in the school..haha... but still...it's somewhat irritating to see her acting like an SPG. And what one does , the other follows. sigh... I swear by the time he leaves the school, his head would have swelled to the verge of almost popping! haha. Oh well...we walked with them to the mrt station , then the two of us left for cold storage to get some stuff..the weird thing was that the last time i sorta dragged him to Causeway point, he was complaining ... so it was quite surprising that he agreed readily to acompany me to the supermarket. but oh well.. we are on better terms now than then . haha. seriously sometimes ... he is so cute that i really feel like telling him Ich lieben sie ...haha...but oh well... i don't love him. i love him as a friend. He's my brother... And it's impossible... I can't love him for one cause an long distance relationship is impossible..my parents will kill me... and i should be focusing on my studies now... yea...i don't love him... i can't... Ich liben herr. Herr ist mein kind bruder und bester freund. Ich lieben mein bester freund... I love him. He ist my kid brother and best friend. I love my best friend. yes... that explains my feelings for him. or does it? Blast it! I can't love him! And that's final! or not?