heard that most of the iproject people are going back to Tavan in December . Even Peg.Oh well... they did ask me but I declined . hehe..I gave the excuse that I might be going back to korea and that I had something on. Hah. Sorry about that , but yah , I so totally have no intention with going anywhere with this group . It's not the helping part or anything. I love the kids , I love the people there. But I don't like the group. We are just too different. I believe in dreams , in ideals and in having fun while working... but they ? Hah.. they believe in practicality, in something else totally... we are of a different frequency. And anyway, they are weird. for example, hui min, the gal that i shared a room... gosh terrible!!! She switches on the lights and the television when she sleeps ... she throws her weight about and .... one of the guy , he sleeps in the girl's room, some of them even drank wine while on the trip! Hah... I so don't wanna go with them!They think I am useless, have air for brains and am a spoilt brat ! I so don't wanna go with people who have such an impression of me. The worst thing is that after the trip was over, they acted as if I was never part of the group at all... haha..no thanks ... BUT then, I am going back to Tavan next year . Alone. Or with a couple of friends... but not with this group. Don't give me any company save for mine. Don't let memories of happy times be any worse than it is. Just leave it ...alone... Tavan , I won't see you in December , but I will see you in a couple of years.. until then, let us count the days and the memories that we have of each other. ' Smile and all worries will be washed away by the brightness of that smile. No matter how sad you are , how blue you feel,smile and the rain will make you refreshed , no matter how confused you are or how fustrated you feel, Smile and the sun shall shine again'