Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

My maths paper was shitty! Period . I feel so depressed now....and guess what? I have a maths and history paper tomorrow! I need help! Someone tell me where the nearest wall is !! Gonna bang my head!! ARGH!!!

Oh well...why does it not hurts? And I thought someone said that loving someone is equal to killing oneself when that person is attached or going to be. I guess a crush is considered a someone...? Now , if that's true , why am I not moved? why is my heart not feeling that excruiating pain? Oh well...I thought Aman (my first crush in college)and Shan together and I don't feel anything... Now that's weird!!! Next up, Shan mentioned that Gerald and Tracie are dating... and weird! I don't feel a thing! Where's that supposed burn of jealousy that's supposed to engulf me ? Where's that supposed need to claim someone gone to? now , someone might say something about Alex. Oh well... true , I did feel a need to exert my stand with Alex , but that's because I felt that our friendship was too precious to be torn apart by someone. But now , the thought , the idea even the reality of seeing the girls cling onto him is so so hilarious. It's over! People , It's over! I did think of them as potential dates but never as anything more than a friend...Aman, Gerald , Alex and all of the other ' supposed ' crushes ... they are all just friend to me... haha.. or is it... I have never seen them as more than friends in the first place? or simply put, do I love them at all? It's love but a friendship kinda love.Cheers to the all flowers but roses. Hah. Anyway, my physics paper was terrible!! I spent so much time studying and I still fail. Felt really disappointed. But oh well.... Have no idea what mischief the gods are brewing but I seem to keep bumping into Gerald today. Before school starts, he was on the same train , I guess. So walked to school with him. Then at lunch today when I was browsing through Tracie's notes . Weird thing was that Alex came , he sat down at our table and chatted with us. And Hui Min was at the next table. Talk about being good friends huh? Anyway, he borrowed my GC and later asked me to help with some application for some internship. Interesting... does that mean he will be here till after my A levels ? That would be so great ! haha. oh well... look like I had better buck up . results are bad... so that means no time for guys! Haha. So just one question why is it that everyone but me is getting attached ? I get on famously with everyone ...do I? So what's with the singlehood when everyone around me is attached or practically attached? Interesting isn't it? Solve it and I might thank you. HAH

Your Learning Style: Personal and Passionate

You are very flexible and curious about the world. Human understanding is very important to you. You Should Study: Anthropology Architecture Art Art history Art therapy Classics Counseling Foreign Languages and Literature International Studies Linguistics Literature Psychology Sociology Teaching

Your Passion is Red!

You've got that spark - a good dose of intensity, power, and determination. You do whatever you want in life ... to hell with what anyone thinks! With so many interests and loves, you're always running around doing something new. You have fire in your eyes, and it shows. Bet you're even wearing something red!

Your True Sign Is Scorpio

Fiery Powerful Ambitious Mysterious Easily Obsessed Full of Charisma Universally Attractive Possesive and Passionate

You Are Rock

Powerful and overbearing, you intimidate people with your presence. People know they can't push you around, and they respect that. Deep down, you are calm, confident, and unmovable. You take everything pretty seriously, and you think deeply about all aspects of your life. You tend to feel smothered by paper people. You don't mind crushing the spirit of a scissors person. When you fight, you: Use all of your strength If someone makes you mad: You're likely to throw something at them

I watched 200 pounds beauty a couple days ago. It was the 1st korean show that I had watched in years.It was really great ... I loved the ending part . It was so beautiful. But , oh well... it also brought back memories of my aunt, Hae Young. I so totally miss her. It has been a really long time since I last seen her . Why you ask? That's because my parents fell out with my uncle ... so yah... that's how it sorta started . I missed her loads. I guess it's because I remember the happy days when I watched the show and I so wish that she was here with me. You see Aunty hae young is korean and when she married my uncle... she was really fun to be with. She acts as our friend and an aunt. She is the only aunt in my family that can relate to me most. I guess maybe it's because she was just different. I don't know. I just know that I really miss her and I just wanna see her... It's like 5 years since I last saw her. And that's cos my parents fell out with my uncle. I do understand the severence of ties. But surely the enmity need not be extended to my aunt right? I don't know . I really really don't know. I so wish to see her again. I miss her so so much. You know what ? Aunty hae young , if you ever see this ... could you like mail me? Cos I really miss you.... truly....

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Picky

You have no problem attracting guys - and even dating a little It's just around second or third date time where you start to see faults If a guy isn't near perfect, you're not into him. It's good to have standards - but yours rule almost everyone out.

You Are a Carnation

You are down to earth and grounded. You tend to be more traditional than trendy. Your confidence gets you through anything. People trust you and are very loyal to you.

You Should Be an Actor

You have a flair for the dramatic, and you probably already do a lot of acting in your day to day life, just to entertain yourself. No need to steal the spotlight from your friends... You'll get plenty of attention once you start acting professionally!

Your Dosha is Pitta

You have a quick mind, a gift for persuasion, and a sharp sense of humor. You have both the drive and people skills to be a very successful leader. Argumentative and a bit stubborn, you have been known to be a little too set in your ways. But while you may be biased toward your own point of view, you are always honest, fair, and ethical. With friends: You are outgoing and open to anyone who might want to talk to you In love: You are picky but passionate To achieve more balance: Be less judgmental of those around you, and take cool walks in the moonlight.

You're a Peacemaker!

Whether you know it or not, this is the role that is most in tune with who you are at your core. As a Peacemaker, you are a deeply caring and idealistic person who is compelled to make peace on a personal level, as well as a global one. Your deep, quiet strength encourages other to turn to you when they are experiencing crises. You often sacrifice yourself for the cause you believe in, and although your outward appearance seems serene, your intense passion to achieve the ideal sometimes causes inner turmoil. This is a fine thing to experience unless it gets overly intense and causes you to cut yourself off from the world. The fact is, as long as it doesn't conflict with your ideals, you long for unity and "oneness," believe in morality and compromise for the sake of peace, and the world needs people like you.
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You're a Peacemaker!

Whether you know it or not, this is the role that is most in tune with who you are at your core. As a Peacemaker, you are a deeply caring and idealistic person who is compelled to make peace on a personal level, as well as a global one. Your deep, quiet strength encourages other to turn to you when they are experiencing crises. You often sacrifice yourself for the cause you believe in, and although your outward appearance seems serene, your intense passion to achieve the ideal sometimes causes inner turmoil. This is a fine thing to experience unless it gets overly intense and causes you to cut yourself off from the world. The fact is, as long as it doesn't conflict with your ideals, you long for unity and "oneness," believe in morality and compromise for the sake of peace, and the world needs people like you.
What's Your Destiny?

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You're a Artist!


You are the classic image of the artist. It's both a privilege and a curse to be driven by the overpowering urge to create at all costs. You view your life as an opportunity to give expression and form to your vivid imagination. As a talented creative force, you have an emotional disposition. You're driven by passion, sometimes at the expense of reason. But what do you care? You're an artist—it's practically a license to be irrational, which doesn't bother you, because you're more of an independent spirit. And because you're comfortable standing in the spotlight alone, you won't have to put up with any bellyaching from hangers-on, starlet wannabes, or pushy agents. It's just you and your adoring fans—nice work if you can get it.

Who's like you:
Joyce Carol Oates (famous American writer)

Likely careers:
Singer, actress, writer, photographer, fashion designer, comedienne, ballerina, tattoo artist



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The Road not Taken - a poem by Robert Frost


The Road not Taken
Robert Frost


Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Apparently , I got the news that there's gonna be another Indian wedding in my oh so chinese family . well... not so chinese after all... there's after all a korean , vietnamese and an indian in the family... now...with the addition of my cousins who are of course married... hmm...that brings the number of indians in the family to 3. 2 south and 1 northern. These inter racial marriages seems to be getting really popular... haha... but I , for one , know that this tradition will not be carried on by me! Why ? you ask. Call it cynical or what...I don't care. From my experiences, my indian cousins-in laws and some indian schoolmates have an oily way in communicating their thoughts. You don't know what they are thinking. Cos they don't give a definite answer when conversing. well... I need trust in my relationship, certainly not maybe , could be and perhaps. As for malays , sorry , not my type. I don't like the confining clothes and I would miss my pork! how about angmoh or rather caucasians? No thanks.they are the worst to marry! yup.. they are good in just 1 way ...haha. These people are just good to toy with , to show off the power that I have with guys. but marry one ? pooh ! No thanks. most of the ang mohs that I met have this bochap look around them . I know of this angmoh from my school who comes to school with a just out of bed look . Not his sexual appeal people ! but uncombed hair , an untidy look. Worse still... most angmohs think that they are so much more superior than Asian . And worse still, with most asian gals acting as if they have never met an ang moh in their entire life, the typical angmoh has an inflated ego that seeks to grow with every submissive nod of the typical asian girl's head. hehe... NO thanks ... I am so not gonna submit myself to the tortures of inter racial marriage. Give me a chinese or just leave me alone!! I ain't gonna get myself into such tortures.Traditions be damned! HAH.

My ideal home. just me , myself and i in the alps ... with a bubbling brook. Hopefully, it's an hour away from the village and 3 from town . That would be perfect. No one to disturb me . That would be no gossips , no rumors,no sabotage , no hurts . Just ME ...haha , I am just antisocial . BUt stop . Don't laugh. I prefer to embrace loneliness than to face a life in which there are 3 category of human species - the ones who are worthy to be called friends , the ones who are just bootlickers and the ones that are seeking for ways to sabotage you or to use you. Although friends do present some sort of respite from the world, the chances of meeting them are shall we say 4:10. Nope , I prefer just a world of my own . I don't need or even wanna to face bootlickers or saboteurs in any place but the office.It would drive me crazy.haha .... my neighbours?... I guess, If there has to be neighbours , then please let the nearest house be like 2 or 3 miles away... That would be so so great. haha.

went to the choir concert yesterday. Helped out with the ushering and the makeup... HAha .. I did makeup for gerrad and shan... hehe... the choir teachers were really nice. They gave me dinner and even invited me to the choir party. I felt so touched. Like I am a choir member . hehe. The choir concert was nice. As usual , Gerrad was a great singer. hehe. But then the choir was really good.Mr tay , their instructor is leaving. And they sang him a song . That was so so nice! you were really great choir!! You know, I always thought that drama people could never get along with the choir but.. bingo. I did. It was really incredible. Hanged around with the choir people and then left with shan. haha... the interesting thing was that I was so scared of the dark that I sang in the stairs. Thank god no one heard me!! haha. anyway...thanks teachers for the dinner ! You roxs dudes! And love ya choir ! you guys are great! I am so gonna miss ya all...