the red haze of anger has finally abated. people, I know , you guys think that i am somewhat crazy since anger always abate somehow but oh well.... I was so pissed off with a certain someone that it's wednesday and i just still can't bring myself to talk to him. I mean no gal should endure such treatment!!! What he did to me on Friday so totally pissed me off that when I saw him doing flag day at lot 1 , I so totally don't want to donate! Now, guys you know me, I love to donate to those poor little people when i see them raising funds on the streets.. but him?? nope , i just so couldn't bring myself to donate when I saw him... gosh ! okie... so now that i feel so so much calmer now...i get this feeling that some person has been bitching babout me. Gosh... whoever that is, that person is so totally a *@#@* who has absolutely nothing better to do . It's like so practically obvious the way this person becomes so so cool towards me and then a few weeks later , he becomes so cold like i am his enemy like that one lah!! Gosh I feel so so mad lah! I mean if you are so afraid that I will bitch about you , then in the 1st place you so totally shouldn't bitch about me to our mutual friend and hurt the rapport that we have ! Now people , according to my thinking , this person who i think bitch about me , shall we call her , MS X is afraid that I would snatch our mutual friend which I guess she has a crush on from her. Like I would. * roll eyes* If I had wanted him, he would be mine. MS X is a football player in the team if anyone cares to know. like I do . Gosh! Politics ! If anyone asks me , I think ms X resembles 1 of those gals in the sunday drama that I love to watch. Desperate yet funny.

P( X = desperate)= 1