This week or at least the past few days have been really exciting. Yesterday, I transferred the presidentship of the drama club over to Gerry . hehe. It was really fun cos the organisers refused to let me join , for fear that I would mess the formation. Haha.That was because I didn't go for any of the rehersals. haha. But I still went onstage. and boy was it cool! I felt so proud when I went up onstage because the drama club have yet to collapse when I was sorta ruling it.hehe. But oh well... that yusof dunno how he become president one ah! Never prepare the symbol for the drama club. force me to rush out one in 30 minutes! Wow! But the mask that I made look really cute lor. hehe. For hols , I had to return for GP lessons !!! Can u believe it??? me??? Having to go for english remedials?? when did my english become so poor??? Oh my gosh!! I must buck up!!Today, saw alex outside the libary . He had to go support the basketball match and I had to go for college day... haha... exchanged a few words then we parted. After college day, got my ticket from shan and left together with gerald and tracie. And of course the rest of the choir people who if I must say , some are really childish. for example, there was this gal who was willing to run like say 2 streets just so that shawn/ zeus could notice her. so childish. or is it desperate? now that's a thought worth thinking..maybe it's me who's cynical and then again maybe not ... what's worse she seems to treat Gerrad as her personal maid... like hello??? you get someone you know like not a few months to carry your bag for you? I don't deny I did join in the fun... but that's like so ...i dunno how to put it...wrong? I mean the only guy who carried my bag was aman but that's like when we become really close lah. I don't like you know , just because aman is in my class , i just like get him to carry my bag ... that 's so totally wrong lah! Anyway, Was hoping to go home with gerald and tracie but apparantly , they were going for dinner with the choir people so I had to go home alone. This is one of the times when I so do miss some people but oh well...

Westlife- my private movie

Pretty girls are all around
I'm lookin' up and down
'till my view finder
finds you in the sand
Zoom in till you fill the frame
You're driving me insane
And the way you're actin's tellin' me you feel the same

Everything you do everything I see
the sunlight on your body
is workin for me
Take after take watchin' every move you make
There's only one thing missin' (oh yeah)

Chorus:
Picture me all over you
Picture you all over me
Baby you're the star in my private movie
Stealin' the love scene
right out of my dream
We see the sun come up
the violins are playing
Girl, we're makin' love
In my private movie

Cut to a desert isle
surrounded by the deep blue see
Fade to a picture of your lips kissin' me
Waves are crashin' as our love runs free
Let the rhythm take us from here to eternity

Oh, baby, can we make this real
Autograph my heart and you know how I feel
'coz you know it's true girl,
you're my fantasy (ohh)
There's only one thing missin' (oh yeah)

Chorus:
Picture me all over you
Picture you all over me
Baby you're the star in my private movie
Stealin' the love scene
right out of my dream
We see the sun come up
the violins are playing
Girl, we're makin' love
In my private movie

Bridge:
Since I saw your face
I've never been the same
now it's only you I think of
Slow motion
Frame by frame

Picture me all over you,
and all over me,
Baby you're the star...

Chrous:
Picture me all over you
Picture you all over me
Baby you're the star in my private movie
Stealin' the love scene
right out of my dream
We see the sun come up
the violins are playing
Girl, we're makin' love
In my private movie

took it from http://artists.letssingit.com/westlife-lyrics-private-movie-p4mkc7f , if you guys like it... yah ... the lyrics are there.

the red haze of anger has finally abated. people, I know , you guys think that i am somewhat crazy since anger always abate somehow but oh well.... I was so pissed off with a certain someone that it's wednesday and i just still can't bring myself to talk to him. I mean no gal should endure such treatment!!! What he did to me on Friday so totally pissed me off that when I saw him doing flag day at lot 1 , I so totally don't want to donate! Now, guys you know me, I love to donate to those poor little people when i see them raising funds on the streets.. but him?? nope , i just so couldn't bring myself to donate when I saw him... gosh ! okie... so now that i feel so so much calmer now...i get this feeling that some person has been bitching babout me. Gosh... whoever that is, that person is so totally a *@#@* who has absolutely nothing better to do . It's like so practically obvious the way this person becomes so so cool towards me and then a few weeks later , he becomes so cold like i am his enemy like that one lah!! Gosh I feel so so mad lah! I mean if you are so afraid that I will bitch about you , then in the 1st place you so totally shouldn't bitch about me to our mutual friend and hurt the rapport that we have ! Now people , according to my thinking , this person who i think bitch about me , shall we call her , MS X is afraid that I would snatch our mutual friend which I guess she has a crush on from her. Like I would. * roll eyes* If I had wanted him, he would be mine. MS X is a football player in the team if anyone cares to know. like I do . Gosh! Politics ! If anyone asks me , I think ms X resembles 1 of those gals in the sunday drama that I love to watch. Desperate yet funny.

P( X = desperate)= 1

I am so so confused. my brother , alex is acting really really weird. he used to be so warm so nice to me. And now, he's so so cold towards me , like I am his enemy. STUPID STUPID!! What in god's name has happened? You know what I think ? I think someone told him that I have the hots for him . And I think i know who that person is ...HM. I mean the fact that I am interested in caucasian guys doesn't mean that I will like alex. like hello? him? spoilt , think he's so superior and all...him. Anyway, now that stupid guy thinks I have the hots for him and he's like practically blowing hot and cold. It's so not my fault this time lor cos if i ever wanna flirt , I would have acted really terribly. But the way i treat him, that's the way I treat all the guys . If he ever thought that I was 'in love' with him..then he's absolutely dumb!!! okie another possible reason could be that he's still pissed off with me about tuesday when I told him that he doesn't have extra priveligies just because he's blond. well, I know , I was harsh but still it's the truth. Now , I feel s really guilty. What has happened? I have no freaking idea !!! could someone please tell me?? Maybe I should talk to him and find out.. but then again, maybe that won't work. Who knows ? only god knows? who cares ? no one but a confused and bewildered girl.

After a hard day's work at school.. i am home trying to write a speech. I can't get anything out!!! I dunno what to write!! guess I will just have to do it tomorrow in school. must wake up early!!! think i am gonna write something about being candid and all. hehe...hopefully I can get something out else i will surely make a fool out of myself tomorrow...and i so truly hate that u know....hehe