Hah.Never would I guess that something this bad would happen to me ! Call me unlucky or what ... I have no idea that such a thing would happen! Last Friday, we were going to start physics lecture ... as usual the class left 2 seats for my stuff and of course myself. I have no idea what worm got into that black's head.. she came up to me and say ' your bag is not worth to sit in the chair' and before I knew it , she took it and threw it on the floor! If she had asked nicely, I might have removed my bag,but the fact that she did that makes me refuse to allow her to sit next to me.. so i picked it up and placed it on the chair and guess what?? She sat on it! Hah....worse still.. she caused me emotional distress by saying that ' I am your classmate , I have the right to sit anywhere I want . ' So does that mean that I have no rights to decide where I want to put my bag ? I believe I do .. I mean at least my bag is more useful than that piece of trash talking to me. So I told her that she's not worth to be my classmate. I mean since she has the guts to do it ... that doesn't make her worth to be my classmate. Somemore, there was like 300 over seats in the lt ! hah. and guess what ? my discman got chipped and my bag got torn! Hah.I was so worried and shocked that I just started crying in the lt. wai chung ,vicky and shi ming and shi hui saw me crying. He ma went to confront her and guess what ? she denied all responsibility! HAH!And now what? my dad went to talk to her parents . her mom was damn unreasonable but her dad was alright... haha... so now , my dad wants me to just accept the apology and let it go. hah! how about that chip in my discman ... how about that hole in my bag? what can replace the sentimental value that i placed in my discman. that 150 bucks that i spent on it was the result of long hours of hard work! It has since become my precious after my mp3 broke down ! And you just want me to accept an apology?will that repair the chip ? will that mend the hole? After the emotional distress this is so gonna put me through? The thought that would always flit through my head that I could have done so much more , that this chip was due to someone's impulsiveness ? Because someone dare to touch my stuff and here's the result? SO WHAT?? so I am gonna take this chip and this hole as a symbol of my own guilt for allowing it to happen? Because my parents seem to think this is so!!HEy, this is not the 1st time that she has done it! She did it during gp lesson when I was giving a presentation! she came in late , sat at my seat and dump her stuff on my stuff that was on the table!!! Is she blind or something? or is there something wrong with her?How do you expect me to forgive her, now that she has broken something that I really treasure?? How can you expect that when I don't think even aman would do it?what to do come monday? I truly have no idea.... but then Ich will weitergehen . I must go on.And i will do so after this problem has been solved to my satisfaction. NOw I really understand what shi fu said about 'xiao ren'

GUESS who I met today?? my old SMUN Friends!!! haha... we didn't get to talk much because the speakers came after we talked for a couple of minutes. Everything was going on fine until hehe we forgot to escort ms yeo up for the opening address ... hehe.. ms loo was frowning at us from the next seat... hehe... everything went on quite well after that except that I had a little difficulty understanding the speech... It was my 1st time doing ushering!! OH god... I was so nervous that i wasn't really concentrating... after the seminar... mingled around with christine and gang and spoke to alex. brought the teachers to the gate and then helped with the packing up and the eating of food... hehe.. the 33A gals were so terrible .. they packeted the food home and even took packet drinks that were meant for the staff home... oh my gosh , that was so so ugly!!! When it was time to go home, I returned my blazer and tie and oops guess what ? I just realised that I left my notes in my pocket!! ARgh!! Never mind , will get it tomorrow or get it from some one... haha.. anyway, didn't see alex at the foyer so thought he went home...haha.. but guess what ? that silly boy fell asleep while studying in the canteen.. haha.. I woke him up ... wasn't aware that shan and gang was at the next table... got some teasing* roll eyes* we are just bros or rather good friends... Anyway, both of us went home together... we wanted to wait for shan but she was waiting for janice's sis so we left lah... and oops i guess i thought of alex as a younger bro too much... haha... he asked me to stop treating him like a kid... haha.. anyway, went for a massage and here i am trying to rush out my work... hehe... anyway, it was really great meeting the AJ people... I am so gonna miss them again... sigh...

last Friday had public speaking workshop! I sat with philip and alex.. I was like 5 mins late and I thought it had started when i saw so many people doing a presentation... haha... I had to borrow a pen from philip cos I was too lazy to get mine out ... and guess what I dropped it ! Stupid alex was laughing ! pooh! Anyway, it was like not till the end that I realised that it was the earlier class ... my 2 bros were laughing at me! We watched a speech by Jim Keyes.. I loved it! It was so powerful but i really hate his outfit! hehe... then we were put to decide on a topic for our own speech ... I chose this : The world is a stage , have fun! pursue your dreams! but I changed it to : Tell the Truth! I got the inspiration from alex. Thanks bro! We had to do a presentation, and my group had to do a live demo ... we chose Jon's topic: Life sucks! I gave the speech. I was so nervous but my bros assured me that it was good and even eric said that it was quite good. Ha ha .. guess that's what come out of being on the stage.. hehe I didn't even prepare for it lah! But I am glad of 1 thing though... my relationship with my bros is getting better ... usually, i don't have much to talk with them... but now ,it's like we talk about so many stuff... haha... I so so love them .. hehe... cos they are so cute... and unlike some people , they do tell me the truth... hehe... for now , gotta catch my show ! haha..

today's sunday... the past few days were spent rather fruitfully ... I guess but before I start , here's a couple of stuff that I have to list for my own benefit... of course.. haha... okie... here goes.. 1. I gotta do my physics ( kinematics and work, power and energy) 2. I gotta file my resource file 3. I gotta write my speech 4. I gotta consult my maths teacher and physics teacher on Fri ... so it should be 4 hours ... meaning .. fri should end at about 6... 5. I have a consultation on thurs with Mr yeo and 6. I must must start on my history , maths and physics revision now!!! .. Okie dok :) I am done for now... I think... haha.. here I go... I stayed in the libary on Friday because I had nothing to ask the teachers.. did my NAFA Test already and I got silver. Ok , anyway, I was coming back to the libary after my shower in one of the school's bathroom and then guess what I saw ? Mr Ong looking for siva... haha... cos she was supposed to have consultation and she didn't go for it... hehe... Shi hui and I were curious so we watched from the landing .. hehe... Anyway, I met my brother (Alex) in the libary .. he was doing history... haha.. apparantly, he couldn't catch up with the lecture... saw aman too .. shan joined me later and she was like 'you know your husband just walked out of the libary' and I was like 'yah i know'... then she was like , 'i asked him the same qns too and he said yah i know too!' haha... what's there to be so excited about?? It was just a coincidence! Anyway, I feel so glad I got a B for PW ! Shan got the same grades too and Aman got a C.hah like I don't know, all the names are on the board for everyone to see!! hehe... went for public speaking and went home with alex and philip .... yesterday was just studying till 3am so i am really sleepy today... but oh well... hasn't been studying much today... but who cares ? I will just make up for it tomorrow!

last week, went to watch titoudao with zhonghao. It was quite fun .. maybe it's because it's my 1st time watching an opera. Hah. Then, I went to a fashion show the next day. Oh my gosh!! I finally found out what's size zero!!! The models were so so thin... haha... this week has so far been ok ... I got back my exam papers and boy , was it terrible! I failed 3 subjects! Could I say that it was because I was sick during the exams , hence the poor performance? hehe ... anyway,there's a parent teachers meeting this sat... sigh... dunno if can go cos I have to be at the child care centre to help out with the kids at 9 am... but then, sigh... no choice lor... must go anyway... so have to forsake the appointment... Anyway, the gossip for today.. is actually... really nothing... you see , marianne 's terribly sick and I am so so busy so we don't talk much.. so no news from finland. I am still reading Vivi ja Wagner ... hehe , actually, I stopped somewhere at the laundary part ...haha... Vivi und wagner. hah... how perfect meine deutsch ist! Hehe.. okie... speaking of german ...haha.. I am seriously convinced that my bro , Alex is so so 'into' hui min...hehe...don't ask me how i know it...hehe... anyway, I am gonna see him on Friday , together with my other bro... hehe...so yup...hehe gotta go do maths now.. I lost my solutions!! And that means I gotta do the whole tutorial all over again! Gosh! And dude... as to how I think I know those 2 are together... that's for me to know and for you to find out! HAH

haha.. just finished drama welcome stuff... It was quite boring since we did only like 2 games , yah cos the teachers were like giving some crap review of what is expected of drama... yup , but, then, It was quite fun though... hehe.. I met a couple of J1 , these people seems not bad but sigh... I am sorry to say but I have some misgivings about this girl , Bhuva. Reminds me of someone but oh well... maybe it's just me and my silly notions. Haha... Then went for iproject but apparantly, no one was there so yup... yesterday , was the best day that I had.. haha... I left class and went for public speaking workshop .... I was feeling really really down cos vicky couldn't go for it and I am like all alone .. haha... but lo and behold guess who i met? ALEX and Philip!!! Haha ... I was so shocked cos my bros don't really look like the kind who are very enthu about public speaking... hehe but oh well! I am glad anyway, at least , I will have some one to talk to when i am bored... but haha the workshop was so so fun! we had to sell some product and the instructor was really engaging ! I so can't wait for next friday!! Yup, so anyway, the 3 of us went home together and yup... it just felt so much fun to just like talk about anything and everything. so yup.... and guess what ?? I just found out what aman got for block test... hehe.... apparantly, both of us passed 2 subjects and the same one too! what a coincidence ! We got the same grade for GP and yup , I got higher than him for history . He got an E and I got a C... haha.. so yup... anyway, I was surprised that I passed history cos I was terribly sick on that day .. haha... but on the other hand , I am really surprised that aman failed quite badly cos he has always been very strong in all his subjects , that 's what I heard of course.... hehe.. anyway, enough of this !! I have lots of work to do including a letter to marianne! Gosh! I keep forgetting to write , cos it's like i am so so busy.. I just forget.. hehe.... hopefully, my memory just won't worsen ..haha... i am too young for that.

haha.. just finished drama welcome stuff... It was quite boring since we did only like 2 games , yah cos the teachers were like giving some crap review of what is expected of drama... yup , but, then, It was quite fun though... hehe.. I met a couple of J1 , these people seems not bad but sigh... I am sorry to say but I have some misgivings about this girl , Bhuva. Reminds me of someone but oh well... maybe it's just me and my silly notions. Haha... Then went for iproject but apparantly, no one was there so yup... yesterday , was the best day that I had.. haha... I left class and went for public speaking workshop .... I was feeling really really down cos vicky couldn't go for it and I am like all alone .. haha... but lo and behold guess who i met? ALEX and Philip!!! Haha ... I was so shocked cos my bros don't really look like the kind who are very enthu about public speaking... hehe but oh well! I am glad anyway, at least , I will have some one to talk to when i am bored... but haha the workshop was so so fun! we had to sell some product and the instructor was really engaging ! I so can't wait for next friday!! Yup, so anyway, the 3 of us went home together and yup... it just felt so much fun to just like talk about anything and everything. so yup.... and guess what ?? I just found out what aman got for block test... hehe.... apparantly, both of us passed 2 subjects and the same one too! what a coincidence ! We got the same grade for GP and yup , I got higher than him for history . He got an E and I got a C... haha.. so yup... anyway, I was surprised that I passed history cos I was terribly sick on that day .. haha... but on the other hand , I am really surprised that aman failed quite badly cos he has always been very strong in all his subjects , that 's what I heard of course.... hehe.. anyway, enough of this !! I have lots of work to do including a letter to marianne! Gosh! I keep forgetting to write , cos it's like i am so so busy.. I just forget.. hehe.... hopefully, my memory just won't worsen ..haha... i am too young for that.