It has been a week since block test... and I am finally back in school! haha... that's cos I was sick .... hehe... Got back a couple of papers : maths and physics and I failed both. haha...I have no idea why but oh well.. I guess i gotta work harder. Okie dok. Enough of this! J1s just left for camp today... and I so so missed them. It's like suddenly the school is quiet and the canteen is so so empty...it's just so surreal... oh well... actually, I miss my bro .. hah...I know I was just on one of those wacky days when I met him the last time. So we didn't part on good terms. Like hey, I was having a headache that day and was at the same time worrying about the sudden cold attiude that boss was giving me...add on to that , I was trying to prepare for my history paper! I was just in one of my moods and it was damn terrible since I just ignored him and he was just 2 seats away! Worse still, I screamed at him when he was blaring the walkman! Argh! he seems so hurt lor! I really don't know what to do! okie... maybe I do... maybe I was trying to stay away from him since I thought boss was interested in him and therefore is afraid that I would 'snatch ' him....hence the coldness.... I mean like I care ...he's just a guy or rather a good friend , if i had wanted a caucasian , I could have just picked any one from my list of friends in hi 5 ... like duh.....stupid stupid... Anyway, I just so so miss him! you know the tap on the shoulder when he sees me, the MRT rides home and yah etc etc. How now??? how?? I made a big mess of relationship with my bro !!! argh!! Oh well... I will think about it next week.... am going to watch titoudao on Friday and a fashion show with shafali on sun.. Hope that it's going to be nice... I sure hope they are.. and pls let me meet a couple of models ! Male please! Cos I wanna see what draws gals to them! okie i admit ... i just wanna look at them... it ain't an offence ok?? haha... and sat , i am going to meet the orphanage director to discuss about the outing for the kids. now that's all... And yah, guess what , I saw aman and shan when I was following hema to hand in work ... haha ... shan was teasing me about waiting for aman to give me a lift and guess what? I replied calmly that I had better things to do... haha.. congratulate me on attaining this indifference ! haha... I guess the two of them were stunned when i didn't grin... haha.. anyway, just to put things right, aman gave me a lift cos it was raining so heavily. He was just being a gentleman . Unfortunately, some people are just too roomantic to see every gesture as something other than romance ! And I meant it sarcastically !