Today's the day ..haha...not really. Got back from Indonesia at 4am yesterday and sorta rush to school. Was like a zombie the whole day... yawn... Anyway.. I am sorta recovered from jetlag and all. Jakarta was really not bad. Better than what I expected. The roads were clean, people are nice and the things there are so so beautiful. Didn't get to go sightseeing since the tourist attractions were hit by the flood. But oh well...Anyway... today was a normal day.... except that we did some weird test on career inclination. And guess what , I am on the artistic and enterprising side. What the heck that means, I don't know. But it was quite fun though ... choosing your own job...haha. After school, went home with Jayeer...er...think the spelling is wrong but believe it or not,after knowing him for one year ... I still can't spell his name....haha.. anyway, went home with him today. Apparantly, he has russian blood ... which seems interesting since I didn't know about it until like today. some friend that I am . hah. well...anyway...he introduced me to this really good comic book.The Sandman.... haha... I read the first story and I got hooked to it.But,the library closed before I could start on the next chapter....sigh....anyway... we had a nice chat and apparantly...i had a new realisation(all thanks to him) that a diplomat was a politician. hmmm....actually... I have never thought much about it until now because I guessed i assumed that my future has already been planned. you know ... I have always thought that I was going to be a diplomat and work eventually in the UN ... yup... today ... I just realised that maybe I could have the chance to pursue something else....acting... I have always been interested in acting ... and maybe I could be an actor ? or maybe a comedian?I dunno....really .. cos i want to work in the UN to you know help these people but I also want to pursue my passion for acting. well... anyway... these two are something that I have in mind .... but what I guess I have to acknowledged would be the fact that an actor is unable to stretch the limits of his creativity because there are limits that are set by the''gods' . This for one is seen in a last year's production that I did... the sponsors for the production wanted this to be put in and that to be taken out ... thus disrupting the flow of the play and forcing us to change our script at the very last minute. Thank god it was a week away from the big day else we would have freaked out. hah. The thing is that I want a job that allows me to love what I do and yet allows me to be as unconventional as I can be . haha.. but isnt that a bit too unrealistic ... I mean practically everyone thrives on stability . .. those who dont are called weird ... if not extremist. so... I guess the only way would be to wait and see what fate deals me.