Today's the day ..haha...not really. Got back from Indonesia at 4am yesterday and sorta rush to school. Was like a zombie the whole day... yawn... Anyway.. I am sorta recovered from jetlag and all. Jakarta was really not bad. Better than what I expected. The roads were clean, people are nice and the things there are so so beautiful. Didn't get to go sightseeing since the tourist attractions were hit by the flood. But oh well...Anyway... today was a normal day.... except that we did some weird test on career inclination. And guess what , I am on the artistic and enterprising side. What the heck that means, I don't know. But it was quite fun though ... choosing your own job...haha. After school, went home with Jayeer...er...think the spelling is wrong but believe it or not,after knowing him for one year ... I still can't spell his name....haha.. anyway, went home with him today. Apparantly, he has russian blood ... which seems interesting since I didn't know about it until like today. some friend that I am . hah. well...anyway...he introduced me to this really good comic book.The Sandman.... haha... I read the first story and I got hooked to it.But,the library closed before I could start on the next chapter....sigh....anyway... we had a nice chat and apparantly...i had a new realisation(all thanks to him) that a diplomat was a politician. hmmm....actually... I have never thought much about it until now because I guessed i assumed that my future has already been planned. you know ... I have always thought that I was going to be a diplomat and work eventually in the UN ... yup... today ... I just realised that maybe I could have the chance to pursue something else....acting... I have always been interested in acting ... and maybe I could be an actor ? or maybe a comedian?I dunno....really .. cos i want to work in the UN to you know help these people but I also want to pursue my passion for acting. well... anyway... these two are something that I have in mind .... but what I guess I have to acknowledged would be the fact that an actor is unable to stretch the limits of his creativity because there are limits that are set by the''gods' . This for one is seen in a last year's production that I did... the sponsors for the production wanted this to be put in and that to be taken out ... thus disrupting the flow of the play and forcing us to change our script at the very last minute. Thank god it was a week away from the big day else we would have freaked out. hah. The thing is that I want a job that allows me to love what I do and yet allows me to be as unconventional as I can be . haha.. but isnt that a bit too unrealistic ... I mean practically everyone thrives on stability . .. those who dont are called weird ... if not extremist. so... I guess the only way would be to wait and see what fate deals me.

Today's the day ..haha...not really. Got back from Indonesia at 4am yesterday and sorta rush to school. Was like a zombie the whole day... yawn... Anyway.. I am sorta recovered from jetlag and all. Jakarta was really not bad. Better than what I expected. The roads were clean, people are nice and the things there are so so beautiful. Didn't get to go sightseeing since the tourist attractions were hit by the flood. But oh well...Anyway... today was a normal day.... except that we did some weird test on career inclination. And guess what , I am on the artistic and enterprising side. What the heck that means, I don't know. But it was quite fun though ... choosing your own job...haha. After school, went home with Jayeer...er...think the spelling is wrong but believe it or not,after knowing him for one year ... I still can't spell his name....haha.. anyway, went home with him today. Apparantly, he has russian blood ... which seems interesting since I didn't know about it until like today. some friend that I am . hah. well...anyway...he introduced me to this really good comic book.The Sandman.... haha... I read the first story and I got hooked to it.But,the library closed before I could start on the next chapter....sigh....anyway... we had a nice chat and apparantly...i had a new realisation(all thanks to him) that a diplomat was a politician. hmmm....actually... I have never thought much about it until now because I guessed i assumed that my future has already been planned. you know ... I have always thought that I was going to be a diplomat and work eventually in the UN ... yup... today ... I just realised that maybe I could have the chance to pursue something else....acting... I have always been interested in acting ... and maybe I could be an actor ? or maybe a comedian?I dunno....really .. cos i want to work in the UN to you know help these people but I also want to pursue my passion for acting. well... anyway... these two are something that I have in mind .... but what I guess I have to acknowledged would be the fact that an actor is unable to stretch the limits of his creativity because there are limits that are set by the''gods' . This for one is seen in a last year's production that I did... the sponsors for the production wanted this to be put in and that to be taken out ... thus disrupting the flow of the play and forcing us to change our script at the very last minute. Thank god it was a week away from the big day else we would have freaked out. hah. The thing is that I want a job that allows me to love what I do and yet allows me to be as unconventional as I can be . haha.. but isnt that a bit too unrealistic ... I mean practically everyone thrives on stability . .. those who dont are called weird ... if not extremist. so... I guess the only way would be to wait and see what fate deals me.

Oh well... it's valentine's day today .Everyone was really lovey dovey....but there were a few scenes that I saw in school that really makes me wants to puke. It's not what you are thinking people! I mean it's not one of those kissing scenes ....it's something worse. NOPE!! I didnt see that so dont even think about that! Nope ...what I witnessed today was more of something that was really mean...something that shows how uncivilised some people are. Or rather to be more specific.... the scum of humanity. I always thought Innova as a place that was somewhat ok except for that most students were just terrible at expressing themselves in proper English. Never would I think that such meaness would exist in the school , much less my class!!! Anyway... the thing is that the class celebrated Valentine's Day by bringing heart shaped cookies and chocolates....and guess what? They celebrated it by doing it with everyone but a couple of people in class .... or rather more specifically.... SIva and Sabby.... Gosh... they ignored them , even to the extent of not sharing Mr Ng's chocs which was meant for the whole class not THEM!!!Anyway... their behaviour was so deplorable that both felt so left out that they wrote public apologies on the board....Gosh... they must have felt so desperate man!! Sabby apologised for the special needs that she has and siva apologised for causing the class a whole lot of trouble....nice to hear that but isnt it sad....that you have to apologise because you felt left out? Gosh.... if I were them, I wouldnt because such scum are not worth my apologies ..after all... I am me and who I am cannot be changed , not for the world , much less a few insignificant mortals. I mean... after all.... since they dont accept them ...why should they go down so low as to beg for friendship? Dont they have pride? After all..... such friendship is even gotten just so not true lor....oh well....whatever....jac....anyway... what I saw today was the dark side of humanity ...such scum was something that I never expect to meet and hope never to do so again ....After all....such scum are not worthy to be associated with classy people like me... it would just be equivalent to degrading myself.....hah

It's finally over!!Had opening ceremony yesterday. gosh it was successful! I mean it's so great... although i did forget a couple of steps ...well the audience didn't notice it!!! haha... I met my teachers and yeah a couple of friends. I did see a few of my classmates but oh well... i couldn't really care because I don't really like them...haha...Anyway... took pictures and yeah...said goodbyes to ernest and sree....This production started out quite badly as I was quite terrible at dancing but ernest and sree were really patient with me. They offered me their friendship and guidance....thanks ernest....shall miss you all...hopefully...i will see you guys again ....hehhe...went home and slept the day away.....that's all for now cos gotta get back to work... will upload the pics another time