Fly me to the moon
Let me sing among those stars
Let me see what spring is like
On jupiter and mars

In other words, hold my hand
In other words, baby kiss me

Fill my heart with song
Let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore

In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you

(sung by westlife)

OH NO!! I got into deep shit again!! what to do?? And it's all someone's fault!my teacher got me to get aman to see me and today....today after i got aman to see her...she saw me and asked me why i never get aman to come for practice when in reality she asked me to bring him to see her! Argh! And i think aman was scolded by her ? was he? I dunno...but he seems quite unhappy when I met him... I dunno lah. I sm so so stressed. Not only do I feel as if she's pushing yusof's responsibilities to me ... she's like not taking me seriously. I dunno but she's like paying lip service to me. She aggreed to put ACT 3 people onstage but it's like the whole cast is dedicated to outsiders . Outsiders who are in their own cliques . Worse still, the people that she picked seems worse than the people in our drama club who have never acted! Zeus seems like he doesn't even know english! some of the muses were unable to bring out the emotions in their lines . They sound as if they were reading! And to think that the instructor said that they haven't perfected it or something? hello...you call a guy speaking as if it's his first time speaking english ...having not enough practice? HAH . Is she trying to say that we are worse than these people? at least i speak my english properly! By putting such horrendous actors onstage , she is so going to ruin the reputation of the club. But oh well, it's not for me to say is it? hah.

it's Saturday . was just thinking of exams and am quite worried that i would have to retake. but oh well... what's done's done. it's up to the heavens. hehe ...am just worried that i won't be able to cope with next year... what with the heavy workload and all. But that's life. it's ups and downs ...all hills and very little plains . whether it's good or bad , it depends on how we see it, how we play with it. But it's just that most of the time we don't know how and we just muddle through it. thus , the ups and downs we have. all just a matter of perspective . hehe. enlightenment. I have finally gained it!! haha .. i am mad. no i am not. AM I ? haha..

Finally!! it's over!!! PW's over!! hehe... i am so glad it's done! handed in I&R , watched yanni's group present , then went home. had lunch with peg and shanshan. hah... she told me that she likes aman now. hehe... something about long curly hair or some crap . can't really remember . hah.Ah, talking about him, reminded him to see chitra but forgot to pass shan's 'confession' on. aaa...that's sad..but never mind..hehehe.. Anyway, After lunch , went to get a pressie for mom. it's her birthday after all. happy birthday mom. love ya. after some delibration, decided on a bottle of perfum. hehe. now, i am like at home . sigh... i feel so bored. Although there are a couple of friends online now...but oh well...just don't wanna talk to them. hah. I just feel so bored until i am missing some people that i don't think i should miss...hehe... no reason but i do miss him. lol. Some people are just ...argh... fine I like him....love him? I dunno.hah.

Just finished my second day of work. It was tiring but quite fulfilling. I actually got to experience how working in a work enviroment is. My eyes are very tired but oh well... the enviroment at SEAB is not bad. air conditioned and my collegues were nice people . Although I committed quite a few careless mistakes, they did not tell me off but instead encouraged me to work at my own pace. Yesterday , i felt really nervous, it being my 1st day at work ...but everything was ok in the end. hehe. I don't know if it was lady luck smiling at me or what , but we got a half day off. So , I went back to school for OP rehersal and yah to meet shanshan for lunch. We ate at BK and yah...we talked about Mr D. And unfortunately , aman again. a little boring ain't it? I do admit that that guy has a knack for irritating me but surely, that doesn't warrant his name being mentioned in front of me always? Oh well... shanshan told me what she said to aman and his so called different reaction . er...the different reaction is that he just said an 'oh' and looked surprised unlike the other time when he supposedly got pissed off. Hah. pissed off . Can you believe it? Someone who proclaimed that he never gets angry or pissed off getting er...yah pissed off.Interesting. Oh hell, it's not that i like him or anything....but i am really interested in seeing a person who never gets mad in his entire life get pissed off... oh well... enough of this ... anyway, tomorrow's Op and I am really afraid of the Q and A section. Heard that it's quite difficult . But oh well, we will deal with it when tomorrow come. That is , if tomorrow ever comes. Hah.

Today's a pretty normal day. Went to school for chinese lessons , see chitra and yah go get the bellydance video from lily. Nothing much happened except that i helped this man to the bus station. He couldn't see .oh well... chinese is on friday and i am seriously afraid cos i don't seem to be at my best ... ARGH... Anyway, chitra said that she might be putting the ACT 3 people in the production team. Sigh... we know nuts about production....we are more towards acting cos we were trained by professionals . Not 1 but 3 , mind you. So guess , i am going to see her tomorrow to see what can be done. The ACT 3 people are unhappy about it. just spoke to aman just now. Gosh! he drives me crazy! Chitra wants 43A to do a drumming part that's in the opening ceremony. so was just telling him and this guy keeps i dunno... but oh well, it's done. dunno why but he loves to play with my temper... argh... words...defination, yes and no games... argh... but oh well, done it finally ! hoorary!! off to do some work now and then it's bedtime for me!! hehe.