Anger!!! I have had enough of 0632A . I mean , i can't stand the gals there. whoosh...they are hypocrites, back stabbers etc. etc. well... I am glad, truly glad , that my whole world was shattered... I mean I didn't know what kind of people these creatures are till today lor. After p.e , I heard may tell mr chen about being united to fight against 2 people .... well well, i knew that siva was one and the other was just a niggling suspicion which was confirmed by Cass. Somehow , I don't understand what i did. It's crazy if you count the time i accidentally hit sheryl during p.e which i did apologised for and the fact that i sorta did something wrong for pw , which i accepted the scolding that Shi Ming gave me . STOP FORCING ME!!! I AIN'T U!!! GET IT?? I AM MAD!!! MAD that I dunno what is going on!!! MAD that I have to subject myself to backstabbing and name calling every day!!! I hate this class!! I don't belong here!! OBVIOUSLY.. I am like an arts student doing science . I don't fit! I give up!! Just a couple of hours ago, I too, had to endure Sharifah's freaking scarcastic remarks... and I dunno why, but my temper sorta flare and I just sent a really scarcastic remark back. Hah. do i fit in at all ?that's an interesting question.... maybe i am just too cultured for this class.... hah. oh well, hatred is easy to incur but love? hah, I dunno i dunno... what are my feelings for a certain person? Why is it that my face always turn red when i am teased about him. I dunno, but peg told me that she saw aman staring at the sky once and shanshan and she sorta teased him about me .... She said that he looked very awkward, and just smiled and acted all innocent... seems like we have one thing in common... both of us pretend like we don't know the rumors. hah... he neither confirm nor deny and act all innocent while I just deny it all... haha... love , I dunno what it is but it must be something very elusive since I dunno much about it....heehee.. Love and Hate , what great paradoxes one have in one's life.hah.