exams are round the corner and I have yet to fully prepare for it. I am like not even half way through revision. And I don't care!! What I care about is that I just get promoted with better marks than a certain person. I can't stand another year in a jc or a poly. It's extrememly stressful. Or should I say, the people there are enough to make one traumatised for a lifetime. My goal is to finish this promos with better grades than a certain person , get rid of my A levels and go to uni. That's all. Hah, sounds simple right? Well, hopes do get dashed and all.... if i aim a little too high the impact might just be too great for me you see. My dream was always to get into oxford or cambridge . But ah, oh well, who cares about oxford or cambridge when you can't even pass a subject in a jc, which is mind you not an elite college or anything. To think that I was once from an elite school. hah. I should have studied hard last year. At least i would be in Acjc or even UWC. It's all for me to blame. The school is alright , the teachers are alright, the people are not alright. At least most are not alright. most are uncouth, crude, without manners etc etc. The guys in econs class have a language that would even burn a sailor's ears. Wonder why no one washed their mouths with soap . They deserve it. As one of the elite students at this jc, a life time that you spent in cultured enviroment where the school has a rather conducive enviroment, the people are rather cultured , from a different class background and at least speak proper english. I swear , since entering this school, my standard of english has dropped!! A lifetime in such enviroment and now you are faced with a horde of singlish which you don't understand, lots of uncultured people with no manners, not even basic courtesy and young people whose mouths are fit to be soapdish only!!! God!!!, That's enough to get one traumatised . Add on to the whole lot of backstabbing and troublemakers in the godamn school, it would be a miracle if I am still sane after 2 years. It's not that I don't like the school or anything...pls don't get me wrong... It's just that argh... I don't like the people there. Although some are great, their behaviour is sorely lacking !!!! I find it sorta difficult to communicate with such people and sometimes the behaviour just irks you. You feel like slapping their face man!! But since i chose this school, so be it. I am waiting to get rid of my A levels and immerse myself in a more cultured enviroment. Immerse myself in good manners and standard english... that would be bissful. aaa......