Sigh.... This picture depicts my feelings .... Anger, Fustration and a sense of unsatisfaction. But never sadness. Sad to say.... but yah.... well... as you have undoubtedly guessed... something bad really happened to me today. And as usual it's all because of Miss Siva. Argh.... why does it always have to be her? I am sick and tired of having to face this 'problem '. Not only are the teachers complaining that I have a quick temper.... it makes me the'bad guy' in front of others. Once again , guys.... THE VICTIM IS HERE!!!! OPEN YOUR EYES!!!! God, so..what happened today was that Shi Hui called siva out to do a project. What happened was that Siva screamed at her and caused her to cry. So, the class believed that it was because of the conflict i had with her that caused the whole problem. So, they sat down , tried to solve it and so...came up with a proposal.... that we get back as friends...i know they mentioned something about classmates, mutual aquaintance... but seriously... it ain't that simple. I guess they all hoped that we would evetually become good friends again since neither of us don't really belong. But I hate the PRESSURE that they are giving me. Pressure is just so terrible. TERRIBLE TERRIBLE TERRIBLE..... I hate it. yep, so i went back , talked to peg , got lectured and yah.... got depressed. Aman said he starts the week being depressed, well i am ending the week being depressed. Came home, contemplated about it, read history comments and yupz thought sucidal thoughts. Think i need to see a psychologist now , I am being influenced by a particular person. LOL. But, then ... somehow, i think about life, and everything just got better. Talked to BJ and yep , I feel so much better. I know people do not
know the emotional breakdown that i am going through. It's useless to explain. So, i guess....I gotta speak to Mr Ng and see what to i can do with depression....but hah thanks to aman and Bj , i am really feeling much better. Thanks pal.
Sigh.... This picture depicts my feelings .... Anger, Fustration and a sense of unsatisfaction. But never sadness. Sad to say.... but yah.... well... as you have undoubtedly guessed... something bad really happened to me today. And as usual it's all because of Miss Siva. Argh.... why does it always have to be her? I am sick and tired of having to face this 'problem '. Not only are the teachers complaining that I have a quick temper.... it makes me the'bad guy' in front of others. Once again , guys.... THE VICTIM IS HERE!!!! OPEN YOUR EYES!!!! God, so..what happened today was that Shi Hui called siva out to do a project. What happened was that Siva screamed at her and caused her to cry. So, the class believed that it was because of the conflict i had with her that caused the whole problem. So, they sat down , tried to solve it and so...came up with a proposal.... that we get back as friends...i know they mentioned something about classmates, mutual aquaintance... but seriously... it ain't that simple. I guess they all hoped that we would evetually become good friends again since neither of us don't really belong. But I hate the PRESSURE that they are giving me. Pressure is just so terrible. TERRIBLE TERRIBLE TERRIBLE..... I hate it. yep, so i went back , talked to peg , got lectured and yah.... got depressed. Aman said he starts the week being depressed, well i am ending the week being depressed. Came home, contemplated about it, read history comments and yupz thought sucidal thoughts. Think i need to see a psychologist now , I am being influenced by a particular person. LOL. But, then ... somehow, i think about life, and everything just got better. Talked to BJ and yep , I feel so much better. I know people do not