Yeepee!!! I am 17 today!!! If you guys dunno, it's my birthday today. ha ha. For me, my day wasn't really festive and all.... because I just wanted to keep it quiet and nice. No sense getting people to wish you happy birthday when they don't really care. Really, it's in this society.... people wish others for the sake of wishing. There's absolutely no sincerity in it. Anyway, enough about this. My day was alright until someone sorta came and spoilt it. Anyway, I dunno.... someone approached me to rebuild a long past friendship but I am really afraid cause... yupz it's just that I have been hurt many times in a friendship and I am really too afriad to try it out again. It's not that I don't forgive her or anything. I do. It's just that I can't forget the deep hurt that I felt when she hurt me emotionally and mentally. And don't forget the hurt that I suffered from friendships in the past. I can't forget. And neither can I trust myself fully with others. I feel so confused.. Argh.... Anyway, gotta go sleep... haha...got to print some stuff in school tmr. Nite.