I feel so furious .... we had rehersals today... and out of 7 people , only 4 turn up.2 were sick and the other just decided to pursue academic excellence. I don't know but i felt really helpless because i could do nothing about it. I feel helpless because i feel that it's my responsibilty as a leader to ensure that every member in the group turn up for rehersals. And yet, it's like from the start of rehersals until now, the group doesn't have full attendance. besides feeling helpless, i felt very fustrated, angry with a man . he refused to come because he wanted to stay at home to study..AHHAHH!!! I mean, if you don't wanna be serious about the play and everything then why join the cast in the 1st place??? I felt so fustrated that i called him and screamed his head off.....now....i feel so guilty....so bad....i know it's not my right to scream at him but what can i do other than that?I even threathen to write him off the script... but isn't it a little harsh? I dunno. Sigh...gotta go...hopefully i will get full attendance tomorrow.....

I feel so furious .... we had rehersals today... and out of 7 people , only 4 turn up.2 were sick and the other just decided to pursue academic excellence. I don't know but i felt really helpless because i could do nothing about it. I feel helpless because i feel that it's my responsibilty as a leader to ensure that every member in the group turn up for rehersals. And yet, it's like from the start of rehersals until now, the group doesn't have full attendance. besides feeling helpless, i felt very fustrated, angry with a man . he refused to come because he wanted to stay at home to study..AHHAHH!!! I mean, if you don't wanna be serious about the play and everything then why join the cast in the 1st place??? I felt so fustrated that i called him and screamed his head off.....now....i feel so guilty....so bad....i know it's not my right to scream at him but what can i do other than that?I even threathen to write him off the script... but isn't it a little harsh? I dunno. Sigh...gotta go...hopefully i will get full attendance tomorrow.....

It's been 2 days since i came back from SMUN. it's the best camp ever...i made friends and got closer to those who were already friends. 1st day was spent taking a backseat at the seminar, letting my hair down at social night... i swear those who knew me were shocked!!! I transformed from a somewhat decent person into a wild gal...ha ha ...2nd day was spent going up to the mic to talk crap....at the end of it all... we had an emergency crisis...bird flu hit germany.. sadly....' fifa' eventually decided to 'cancel' the world cup despite our recommendations to postpone it... ha ha..thank god ... it was only a simulation... 3rd day was spent on the mic...unfortunately it was my slip of tongue that embarressed me... ha ha .... besides all that ... we went prataing, exploring.....our feet hurt at the end of it all... but well we had fun !! looking forward to SMUN2007! ha ha ... CHEERS !!! my feet survived the 3 days ordeal .. ha ha

When marimba rhythms start to play
Dance with me, make me sway
Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore
Hold me close, sway me more
Like a flower bending in the breeze
Bend with me, sway with ease
When we dance you have a way with me
Stay with me, sway with me
Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have that magic technique
When we sway I go weak
I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have that magic technique
When we sway I go weakI can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
You know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now