ha ha ...it's chinese new year.... just came back from penang.... the beach is just ....so beautiful... and the cosmestic.....ooo...just plain cheap...ha ha but that's for another time..... today is just so absolutely great.... my relatives came to visit and we had a big feast.... the house became so lively.... ha ha never knew that i missed them till they actually came... ha ha... so anyway...we feasted , talk stuff and catch up with each other....ha ha but i really feel so guilty.... cause i invited them and ended up entertaining a call.... sigh...such a bad host....so....sigh... guess i shall have to be a better one in future...ha ha... so that's all .... they just went off... ha ha... actually am glad that they came.... didn't know they were such good company until today... ha ha...

went back to school today.... although it was like new year eve... it was real crowded... seems as if everything changed..... saw a few teachers ,chatted for a while...then went off to teach....yah...got my pay today...so so excited.... yup...that's all for today.... gotta go . ha ha have to wake up at 3 tomorrow.....am off to penang to enjoy the sunshine....ha ha

ha ha...it's sunday.... 6 days more and it will be Chinese new year ... ha ha...can't wait to collect all those red packets... :) actually... i am not looking forward to collecting the hongbaos but rather relaxing by the beach. you see, I will be spending my chinese new year in Malaysia....ha ha...so ....didn't do much today...went to church and libary...ha ha...sounds boring...but it's really quite interesting... had this visiting priest who gave mass today. his homily was so interesting....he talked about Jonah ....the way he gave the homily was like so interesting.... it's like miss tan giving a lit lesson... ha ha... it's enjoyable... yup, anyway, the homily was delivered in such a way that it makes you reflect on it not like the usual where you just hear it for the sake of not remembering it later.... ha ha....sounds weird to me... but anyway... that's how today was spent. gotta go... have a morning lesson tomorrow....:P

sigh... nothing really happened today...it's boring and so routine.... yet i feel so dead... ha ha ... guess it's the boringness ...but ha ha... it's also because of 1 of my student.... ha ha ... he's so active.... i had such a hard time getting the lesson done... ha ha... but i got it done in the end... am so proud of myself... anyway... it's like 1 month more and the os are out.... ha ha... still can't decide what i want to do...thought of doing journalism or maybe biomedical ... aa... but never mind ...see what the gods have in store for me... sigh....a year ago... my goals were clear .... i wanted to work towards a job in the UN... but now.... I really don't know... with the points i got for prelims .... i am not so sure i can get enough to get into college and on to uni and blah blah blah... guess i am talking crap now... so anyway... guess i will see the results first and decide.... no use dreaming now ....and breaking your heart and self esteem later... ha ha... so... that's all for now.... better go before i talk more crap....ha ha

had tuition with my two gals today.... they were great though the younger one did not do her work .... ha ha I scolded her but now i feel so bad.... sigh...what can i do? I have to make sure that she does her work , else she won't learn....anyway.... got the poly mags.... guess i have to go to poly.... i got like 26 for prelims....and i can't possibly get 9 for the os ...it's virtually impossible!!! I need to get a 9 to get into college....that's my mum's condition...but sigh...guess i have to go to poly.... haven't decided what to do yet....there's still 1 month ....so no worries....ha ha .... it's been raining.... hope it continues .... the weather is so ' shiok' now....I love it man... that's all... gotta go to bed .... tomorrow's a holiday!!! ha ha...no need to teach any of those rascals.... ha ha .... love them but they get on my back sometimes.... ha ha...off to bed now....

two months more and it's the collection of the 'o' level results.... actually.... it's nothing much.... just a process of sepaerating us to the various insitutions.... Anyway... just hope that I will do well and get into college...ha ha .... ha ha...enough of those crap..... today's my first day at work...if you are still guessing.... I am working as a tutor.... ha ha ....can't believe it right? Me teaching all those primary school kids... ha ha...but it's true.....just taught the 2 sisters today, Pri3 and 5 ..... It's a great relief man..... they are easy toteach , have quite a great foundation and are quite jovial.... but oh man.... it's tiring..... am going to teach them on thursday and teaching another on Friday.... haha.... don't know what to do with their tuition when school startsbut I guess I will work out something by then... ha ha